Cried my self a river and gave up on swimming
It's only chin deep but I'm still drowning
My legs are too tired to keep treading
But I still keep on breathing

With all of this I know now
Life isn't all its cracked up to be
And if I could trade places I would
And if I could just sleep I would

Brought my blood to the surface
Watched it slide down my wrists
Splatter droplets on the floor
My hands keep on shaking

With all of this I know now
Life isn't what I thought it'd be
And if I could just scream I would
And if I could just die I would

Sitting on the floor alone
Listening to the silence around me
I can't feel happiness
My soul is blank

With all of this I know now
Life isn't what you said it'd be
And if I could just turn time back I would
And if I could just run away I would

I watch the darkness swallow me
Waiting for this nightmare to be over
And I can't help but be scared
But I know I'm better off

With all of this I know now
Life isn't what it's meant to be
And if I could just be alone I would
And if I could just end it now I would