Give me a past life or maybe a different life.
Where I don’t have to wonder if you really love me
or your smile sends chills up my spine
but the good kind.
Your words of care are poison to my soul
make my ears bleed
as I scream out in anguish
you dig it in just a little harder.

Your once crystal eyes protrude from the darkness
where I can get no rest
from the weary days.
And that love song you sung me
broke my heart
because I know it’s not true.

Soft sweet touches bring no relief-
never again will I let my body collapse into yours.
Lips that touch against mine
once a blissful action
now a painful sensation
tearing through my body.

Pearly white tears glisten. Pale white skin
cannot control the loss
coursing through veins unable to withstand
the torment you put me through.
The knife in my heart
all in the name of love.