Born a Scorpio

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She was born a Scorpio (a little mysterious, a little secretive, and a lot moody). Schooled in an elementary that she still loves (even though she didn’t like her peers), and learnt quickly that the original aren’t always held in high esteem (far from it, in fact). The seventh grade was when she became a writer (a poetess) and decided to let her words speak for her. Junior high was a lot of crying, a lot of wondering why she was here (breathing in and out wasn’t good enough). Snowboarding became her sport (when six years of gymnastics ended), just like her computer because her sanctuary (and her lifeline to her best friend), and she fell a little deeper into the darkness. She wishes she could say high school has changed things, but really only how she copes. Speaking silent languages has given her a sense that she is good (really good) at something and that she belongs (at least in part) to a group. The frets of her guitar (Stella) are her new comfort when she wants to scream in frustration and hit something. She isn’t as insane, or unstable, or unpredictable (reckless, and stupid, and sadistic) as this may make her out to be, but she is a free spirit that doesn’t really know herself (nor knows if she wants to).